The Poem

Debjani - a question 

Debjani - a question 


Voices came and went 

Wafted by rumour’s wind

Like thistledown all motion spent

The truth clung to me

You had killed yourself

In a locked room, another town 

Childhood mate, how can I delve

Into the reasons for your doing so?

Perhaps answers lie in your dilated pupils

In playground corner of the past

Hills blue sadness, sharp sting

Of April showers, dark winding roads

Or perhaps in your troubled dreams 

When voices intruded, unwelcome" guests

Impossible hopes, a phantom fear 

Condones your last unquiet act.

I was the impulsive one, wept 

Threatened dire extremities

Now snug in groove, 'fate had kept 

for you! That lonely savage rite

Comes now and then to me 

Grief its needling touch

Not deep enough for tears you see

In whorls of thoughts thoughts,